January 2010
“I collect watches because I’m always late, and I need to know exactly how...”
– Colin Hanks
Listening to 500 Days soundtrack
i wish i had talent…
Feels Like the End - Shane Alexander
Diary of Jane (acoustic) - Breaking Benjamin
Dear Life,
Could you go a little easier on me? Speak a little softer, touch a little gentler, move a little smoother? I’m rather fragile, and your intensity tends to frighten.
Sincerely
I really hate guys.
I hate how much control they have over me, how they can make me feel fantastic and then like crap two minutes later. I hate the cheeky smiles and the winks that make me feel like my legs have turned to jelly, and i hate the passing comments which make me question my whole existence. I hate how i can spend hours over analysing something which means nothing to them but the world to me. I hate how...
I'm tired
in my bones.
in my soul.
and I’m only 19 years old.
Headache
Chai latte
Crunch bar
P.S. I Love You
Not loved
Cold
Foam on my drink (I’ma cut somebody)
Scratchy throat
Showered
All alone.
I want a boy who
lets me wear his oversized plaid shirts
lets me sing obnoxiously in the car
lets me play with the radio
sings off key to make me feel less awful
wears my tight sweatshirt to make me laugh
will cuddle on the couch with me and watch a movie on Saturday nights
texts me just to say hi
tells me he likes my smile
tells me it’s okay that I’m a perfectionist, but that I can just let...
“I would go most anywhere to feel like I belong.”
– I Can Go The Distance-Hercules
Um, you're treating me like a robot monster and...
Please don't let me go, I desperately need you.
I hope that's true with all of my being. Because...
“Have you ever
had so many thoughts
churning inside you that you didn’t
dare let...”
– Crank, Ellen Hopkins
Texting at the Owl City concert last night
Mom: How's the concert going?
Me: Fabulous :) except for the obnoxious high school kids lol.
Mom: Oh those high schoolers! What to do with them! Lol! Brandon is so jealous he can't be there.
Me: I know. It's really good. Ima marry him.
Mom: Lol!
Me: No. For real. Im saving myself for adam young.
Mom: Well okay then. I will note that.
Me: Hahaha :)
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you...”
Today, my girlfriend and I were wrestling on her...
cuntented:(via wekissedthestars: belleoftheboulevard: dreamafterlove: crunk-insanity: sorichsoprettyy)
Dear high school kids at the concert last night:...
Stick your hand into my back pocket
Light me up like a bottle rocket
I just want to free fall for awhile
Sometimes, on days like these,
I really just want someone. Someone who loves me and would come round to watch old films and drink tea with me. Someone to take naps with and to pick random places to go on future adventures to. Someone who makes you feel warm and safe.
Sometimes it feels like it’s just never going to happen.
Oh yeah, by the way, I really did like having you as a friend. Too bad you had to be just like everyone else. Sorry you went through what you did, but it’s not like it was my fault. Plus, you married your rebound! After a two and a half year relationship in which you gave him EVERYTHING! That’s on you.
I hate when I get on FB chat and I see the person...